must stay in the past, but it doesn't. It rears its ugly head whenever I have too much time to think. Of course, he has moved on and so have I moved on. Tell my brain that, tell my heart that. I need to be grateful for what I do have and I do have a lot.
I feel like that spoiled child that just always wants more and always what I don't have. Time to focus on what I do have right? Isn't that what T is teaching me...gratitude. Why can't I learn something and have it stick? I'm all mood driven its insane for me at times.
Why can't I have just a normal range of emotions, will I ever have that? I feel better today even after drinking last night...intesesting. my husband and I played pool had some drinks and are relaxing. Well he went running this morning and I'm headed to the spa for 7 hours....yes 7 hours!!!!!!!!
Be grateful the two words for me to remember today :)
Borderline Mess
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"I feel like that spoiled child that just always wants more and always what I don't have. Time to focus on what I do have right?"
This explains just how I feel sometimes. So spoiled, yet not content. I see people having troubles and tragedies making gratitude lists. Being grateful, and counting blessings...literally numbering them. THANKFUL THURSDAY. It is a great start. Maybe give your self a number goal, and start writing. It does seem to put people in a better mode of thinking. I will try it this Thursday...do you want to?
Hugs. Hope you have a happy day!
mile
I feel that so much these emotions are never steady and I long for the day when they would just be at least consistant. Contentment is so very hard! To just be "okay" where I am right now. That is just soooo hard.
Hi Mile and Real Gal, thank you for understanding.
I started journaling again this week Mile and I will try it today in your honor. I'll come up with ten things I am grateful for.
Real Gal, you are right emotions are never steady...at least not for me :) I'm all peaks and valleys
I am glad you are journaling again. I like to come read you, and I find peace in not being alone on my journey. I LOVED your Thankful list. Very nice. And setting a goal for your self, well done.
Me too, much to do. I am inspired again by you.
May I quote you in something that I am working on...
thanks, let me know...
Hey Mile, of course you can quote me anytime! I enjoy reading you too, very inspiring
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