best friend charms

remember having these as young girls, well it's the birthday of someone I'm very close to. we used to work with each other, our kids are friends and Mt dearest friend I'll call Lana are closer than ever. I bought us matching necklaces they are beautiful. sterling silver the shape is like a, & symbol but prettier with a small diamond on the bottom half. she will love it. she calls us soul sisters now we will have a symbol to go with it. I see her tomorrow since I'll be out of town for her birthday . this is the perfect time to give it to her.

Hope this isn't true

No don't this is about my sister-in-law and my nieces who will be born any day. I so desperately want to know them but once I see them I am sure it will be my last. Long story


Sagittarius horoscope for Jun, 08, 2013

There is something you want now so much that you have chosen to wear blinders. You don't want to see the reality. You don't want to know what's wrong with this goal. You don't want to hear about it from your family and friends. But if you move forward, Sagittarius, you will find out whether you need to listen to your instincts and your loved ones or not. You need to open your eyes wide and see what you are dealing with. That doesn't mean you have to give up on it - it just means that you have to be more objective in your pursuit.


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deep depression

I am cycling down today. there are a few reasons all situations I can't control. I'm working hard this time to shut the feelings off. I'm watching reruns of cold case and law and order special victims unit. if this doesn't work I'll pray to the man above to finally put me out of my misery. maybe it will work this time. I've been asking since the age of six to no avail. in fact anytime I prayed to god when I believed as a child he was there for me he was silent. all sorts of abuse continued from my parents, one sick boyfriend and another rape a few years ago. where was he then? I also feel that my mom went to an early grave because I turned my back on her. I. didn't realize that I love a woman who hated me. the child in me wants her back now. if I could only get a second chance to redo my relationship with her. but that is impossible and I want out of this living hell

the weirdest thing happened

the other day before bed I heard this loud hollow sound it was my mom's voice she either said geri it's mom but I also she said her full name. the minute my head hit the pillow she was gone. first time in my life I have ever heard a voice it freaked me out at first but want to know what she was trying to say

ride the storm

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just have no motivation

to get out of bed or do anything else. my depression is bad right now and suicidal feelings are always just around the corner. one day I just may do it. living right now seems like hell on earth

mom

it's interesting that I'm missing you since you died last year. I really believed after how much I suffered under you that your death wouldn't matter to me but now you are all I can think about

and so confusion continues

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major anxiety

I see my pdoc Monday and I'm nervous he won't prescribe this drug tranxene plus low dose of seroquil. I read up on tranxene and it seems to last longer than klonopin. I had a sleep study done at the request of my neurologist. results? off the charts insomnia. but he didn't want to prescribe anything. so my unreliable pdoc is my last option for both anxiety and insomnia relief. why am I nervous because this idiot thinks he knows what is best. I'm bringing the sleep study this time. I'm frustrated with doctors won't give me what I need including my muscle relaxer. my rhumatologist can only prescribe flexeril that doesn't work on me or robaxin which I had the 500mg dose.... didn't work either. I'm out of steam fighting for what I need no one disputes that I have many competing conditions the doctors pick and choose which ones they want to treat its called defensive medicine. I call it malpractice but I'm powerless to do anything about it. how would they enjoy untreated anxiety and insomnia. I even went off several medications hoping it would change their minds. we'll see on Monday or Tuesday

this is so me

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