August 26, 2013

I'm afraid of a lot lately...

Children can ask a lot of questions that start with "why?" and no one thinks any less of them because they are still learning and growing. Why is the sky blue? Why is the earth round? Why, why, why? But when an adult asks a lot of questions, we aren't as easy on him or her. You may be afraid of asking a question that needs asking right now, Sagittarius. You may fear that someone will think less of you, or won't think you are worthy of a certain opportunity. But the opposite is true - ask as many questions as you have, and you will be well-prepared when others are clueless.

August 14, 2013

I'm lost trying to find my way without substances

I don't drink o check on that one. my weight is improving since my husband and I started juicing. possible weakness is pills. it doesn't matter what type really. I have pain conditions that are not being treated pharmaceutically.
I need a good muscle relaxer and pain medicine. so many pain medicines make me sick accept one.
sp, I thought I was doing well but my flare up in pain today where I can barely move has me wanting to make me phone call that will help me. I don't abuse them. if my doctors would treat me appropriately and not give me useless medicines like lyrica and traumadol. please it's been a year and a half. I can't take it anymore.
I want my life back. however, if I get caught its me who is in trouble not the incompetent doctors or the impossible regulations that may stop the masses but people like me can't get shit.
it's making me extremely angry like I'm being controlled rather than controlling my own conditions.
who do I turn to so this stops and my conditions can be treated right so that I don't self medicate????