June 21, 2013

accidents, accidents

I had a major crash. I don't know what happened. only prescription drugs no alcohol. I didn't abuse any medication all have prescriptions. after all the testing was done. I wanted to leave they let me go. the citation card says didn't stay in lane. closed report filed. it doesn't say closed charges filed. can this change down the road? I'm in Texas can they decide just because I had my normal medications in my system the should re open my case? I have a seizure disorder but I am medicated my seizure type is left temporal lobe staring seizures. I'm just a mess just a mess

June 14, 2013

best friend charms

remember having these as young girls, well it's the birthday of someone I'm very close to. we used to work with each other, our kids are friends and Mt dearest friend I'll call Lana are closer than ever. I bought us matching necklaces they are beautiful. sterling silver the shape is like a, & symbol but prettier with a small diamond on the bottom half. she will love it. she calls us soul sisters now we will have a symbol to go with it. I see her tomorrow since I'll be out of town for her birthday . this is the perfect time to give it to her.

June 8, 2013

Hope this isn't true

No don't this is about my sister-in-law and my nieces who will be born any day. I so desperately want to know them but once I see them I am sure it will be my last. Long story


Sagittarius horoscope for Jun, 08, 2013

There is something you want now so much that you have chosen to wear blinders. You don't want to see the reality. You don't want to know what's wrong with this goal. You don't want to hear about it from your family and friends. But if you move forward, Sagittarius, you will find out whether you need to listen to your instincts and your loved ones or not. You need to open your eyes wide and see what you are dealing with. That doesn't mean you have to give up on it - it just means that you have to be more objective in your pursuit.


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June 7, 2013

deep depression

I am cycling down today. there are a few reasons all situations I can't control. I'm working hard this time to shut the feelings off. I'm watching reruns of cold case and law and order special victims unit. if this doesn't work I'll pray to the man above to finally put me out of my misery. maybe it will work this time. I've been asking since the age of six to no avail. in fact anytime I prayed to god when I believed as a child he was there for me he was silent. all sorts of abuse continued from my parents, one sick boyfriend and another rape a few years ago. where was he then? I also feel that my mom went to an early grave because I turned my back on her. I. didn't realize that I love a woman who hated me. the child in me wants her back now. if I could only get a second chance to redo my relationship with her. but that is impossible and I want out of this living hell

June 6, 2013

the weirdest thing happened

the other day before bed I heard this loud hollow sound it was my mom's voice she either said geri it's mom but I also she said her full name. the minute my head hit the pillow she was gone. first time in my life I have ever heard a voice it freaked me out at first but want to know what she was trying to say