May 31, 2013

just have no motivation

to get out of bed or do anything else. my depression is bad right now and suicidal feelings are always just around the corner. one day I just may do it. living right now seems like hell on earth

May 22, 2013

mom

it's interesting that I'm missing you since you died last year. I really believed after how much I suffered under you that your death wouldn't matter to me but now you are all I can think about