Borderline Mess

January 31, 2012

I need to be hospitalized I think

Today was by far the hardest day regarding getting out of bed.
I need to come off all medicines and start over. If my psychiatrist won't do it, I'll go to the emergency room.
I've never felt worse it may be the epilepsy medicine.
I really want to go home and stay in bed or just die. I'm way too heavy to exist and there is no end in sight

2 comments:

aizen999 said...

psychclient,do what you need to feel better.Hospitalization is just another road to recovery .
Just remember when you're in the depression cloud,you can't see a good future-but it's still there :)

Psych Client said...

I'm suffering big time