October 6, 2010

tried but too smart...

The line of questioning failed. No reaction that was expected
Cannot trust you with the truth...wish i could though because then maybe
You could help me I know i need to go away and take care of this but there isnt time my
Friend...there just isnt time. Besides i prefer to be numb its best for all involved

This is the hardest part for me letting you in 100%. I hate being dishonest but i am in too
Deep and the only help from it is to go away, get real, and i cant do it.

i am too scared to go it alone and not be able to stay hidden. Wish i could
Just break down and confirm what you already know. but then its no longer
My private pain.