Something's up

I've been sitting here today thinking something bad is going to happen. I don't know if it is to me, about me or someone close to me.

All day off and on I have felt this darkness. I'm not depressed much today, it's a different feeling. I don't know if it means anything, I hope not.

I've been jumpy when the phone rings, too much noise, easily startled...on edge but not panicky like before. I'm not sure what is up.

My mom isn't well...could be her or it could be nothing. I'm hoping it is nothing.